Behold clay in the potter hand

Jeramiah  18: 6 

"Behold, as the clay is in the potter's hand, so are you in my hand."

But he let the clay speak for him, 

When you are holding your own belief, value, attitude and own perception about the clay is how was being shaping and build in the fixed mould. Therefore, all the finished products like the teapot, plate and bowl, it was ready to process and ready for available in your hand by using your own heart and soul.

The "clay" was the interpretation from the past experiences about the past teacher's guidance. However, if the clay is being manifested by your hand is follow the  rules and regulation, then your cognitive state would also follow rules and regulation from the early childhood and being formed and regulated since you are giving borne.

If the "clay" was being spoken with you/owner of such possession,

then, you are use your imagination, wisdom and miracle power to form, build and manufacture the clay by using your own creativity and imagination into one unique vase by melting with some crystal balls substance, then the vase would become very unique and outstanding that are melting with crystal ball and clay. As a result, the vase had become very "attractive" in front of the eyes of nations. 

In order to striving the quality products or your goal and ambitions, 
No matters how many times of failures and mistakes in sitting the exams, we should strive for persistency, alert own mistake, learnt from mistake, then we surrender to the lord. Although we knew that we already tried my best, but the clay is still haven't formed. 

Howevers, although the times passed by until I almost reached the time of death, I still haven't achieved all the desires and wisdom that I am going to attain for the such achievements.

The clay that I am holding in my hand is quite warm, heat and gentle which is matching my hand palm's size, but the more time I am squeeze, fold and twisted with all my capacity of my hands's faith that I need to bowl down to the hand of lord. 

My hand's palm was started sweating and weak, but I already could not sense the touching part of the clay that already formed and looked like a dirt clay. As the clay look like no longer so infatuation, look so flexible or might be benching to one and another.  

It might due to the dirt clay is started to melt with different kind of people's looking down on your abilities, skills and knowledge through out the passing timing passed by. But instead to have introspection to his inner lead of the clay is a kind of dirt clay, but the dirt clay is actually suffered and encounter and tasting different kind of life experiences. 

But if you see this dirt clay is a dirt clay, then your eyes of appearance and mind is just like a shit doggies like to looking down to other people's appearance to critize his appearance is so attractive and infatuation. 

But if the clay is so clean and holy, then your inner soul and heart is to be considered as like a fresh flowers that are just blooming. Can I question that the fresh flowers not only giving you the nice aroma, but it also keep your eyes so bright and smart and intelligence to select the fresh flowers. What i need to do just to see the timing from the bush of flowers is to be blooming in a very nice scenery.

But, when you pluck the fresh flowers, of douse you are plucking the fresh and nice scenery flowers, but all the while you are look like you are acting in front of me, because the flowers that you might need to pluck is just a fresh and beauty flowers in front of me.

In other words, life is not just to pluck the fresh flowers, To pluck fresh flowers is to be considered look arrogance and vain, just want to show off the flowers look nice and decorated in front the eyes of you. But the timing of expiry date is just like a beauty of the fireworks by just a few seconds, although is so beauty in your soul and heart, but it only leaving you a uncountable memories and missing life that you had took possession to him.

You could possessed such clay in front the potters in your hand, but it could not long lasting, because the clay had not under such a pressure and experience to overcome such endurance and challenges, all you need to examine the clay's substance whether it able to gone through such endurance and challenges using your passion love of you in manufacture such clay potters through the time passed by witnessing you are just a arrogance and vain guy to buy a fresh flowers ?