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Just now some issue posted to me back, why a lot person went for committed suicide after reading the messages in the newspapers and went to committed suicide.
Praises 10 of 21 Tara
Homage to her who spreads
sublime joy, from the glittering garland of lights on her crown, From great
peals of laughter with TUTTARA mantra she brings demons and the universe under
the power
But, as far as I concerned, the newspapers not only highlight the
glory but also some contempt 鄙视 and inferiority hurting messages in the newspapers that are being shared out through out the whole Malaysia.
Can I called them those committed suicide suffered from Narcissistic linked with Sadism personality ?
A narcissistic personality is difficult for people who aren’t narcissistic to understand because what’s on the outside looks completely different from what’s on the inside the inner heart.
- Working to bring about someone’s being fired or otherwise jeopardize their job in the absence of cause( emotional tossment)
- Seeking to ruin another person's relationship
- Theft of property—physical, financial, or intellectual
- Deliberately marginalizing a coworker, classmate, or family member, or student
- Cyber or other bullying
Ecclesiastes 8: 11 Obey the King
When the sentence for a crime is not quickly carried out, the heart of the people are filled with schemes to do wrong. Although a wicked man commits a hundred crimes and still lives a long time, I know that it will go better with god fearing men who are reverent before god. Yet be cause the wick do not fear god, it will not go well with them , and their day will not lengthen like a shadow.
Why the readers went to commit suicide ? Sadism
Smart class students (superiority) could not endure, witness, bring censensus to my achievement, due to I am ugly duck, there are beauty swan, that kind of social categorization had let them formed different social ideologies and shapen to deep inside their soul and heart.
One those emotional pain and tossment is to be crystalized to anti-social personality that are linked connected to the narcissistic personalities. Where those anti-social person is demonstrating "riot" due to that he felt that the "sense of entitlement" could not accepted Me (Fei Chin) should be lifted this title. Howevers, at that time, my blog (Fifi blogger) and Diana Wee ( Chillout) blogger had been opened out by the 国王的新衣 － Jason Tan。
However, Due to I am copy cat from Diana Wee blogger - just to copy and study the Diana Wee' bibles notes in order to let me comfort down all those unhappiness, struggle, darkness that I was facing at that time. Therefore She is my god savior deep inside my soul and heart. And just to mention Thanks You for every things, you really save my life and comfort me a lot unsatisfaction deep inside of my life, really appreciate to know you and met you, even I was so quiet in front of you !
One of the reason those readers for China Press, they went for commit suicide is just for the "sense of entitlement" in punishing those low-social status quo in order to hint a messages to the lord and government Malaysia that (Fei Chin - me) is not selective in getting the consensus for this "Intelectual Property Title".
The messages also coveying some sort of "humiliation" which inflicted those superiority cause painful, hurting, inferiority, humiliation adding them to injury and convincing us we had sadomasochism - Due to my achievement could not be comparable with them ! It all just because they always receive encouragement, motivation, praises, glory, joyful of sublime that are generated glittering garland of lights on her crown.
Why they like to bully"committed suicide" you like that ?
It all just because those superiority "sense of belonging" is being inflated due to social justice. As they mistreat others is to help lord to punish the saviors impurity deriving pleasure to inflicting pain with remorse. Infallible of perfectionist. 有罪不罚 ？
当一个有头有脸的孙国父为了人民的莲花落根的幸福， 才主意要攻击台湾及做出大改革的创新的经济及政治系统的大改变。所以牺牲了不少？？？
也许马来西亚的罹难者为了惩罚慧君的成绩如此暗淡无名，所以才上帝及马来西亚政府
惩罚慧君来呼唤政府所做的一切决定时错的，因为国家机构要像 DIANA WEE 的成绩那么好才可以中选。
When they are being humiliated from the newspapers, what 's the content and messages that cause him injured, hurt and harm that deep inside their soul and heart. It all depend on their "soul and heart"in interpreting their self-esteem that are being hurt, harm and ruined against his relationships with the root cause of suffering form their mind and body.
When their "nature" versus environment"- how you interacting with the surrounding environments by sensing all your organ like listening the nice music and praises, sing and talk with nice words, seeing the nice view, eating and smelling fragrance and nice foods. All these happiness emotions or unhappiness would trigger your cognitive and covert into emotional's climate and weather changes.
According to the Journal of Indian Psychology , The influences of self-esteem and ego in our daily lives, Volume 3, issue 3, April June 2016.
All the while those smart person is under superiority is always conceal her feeling of inferiority, it boosting his weakness in lifting up his low-self esteem with regard of his social devaluation which trigger his feeling self-importance (self-importance).
通常品学兼优的學生思维會 隱藏著自我保衛的意識，不想讓別人知道自己的隱形翅膀，倘若知道他麼的落點與優點，他麼就會知道自己是一位自我要求的完美主識者。一檔有任何挫折，就很難爬起來，因為自己已在深度的佛海中的一條大魚，我該如何從從複雜的深海學回佛心的表達及意願來偽裝？因為明明自己是座獅子獸中王，如何面對呢？我只能低下頭來向諸佛來敬請原諒，因為我前半世是座獅子獸中王，但現在只是一顆心靈小草，永遠來恭敬自己是的六道輪迴，因為輪迴可以像一輛“
車”的宿命一樣，不停
使勁自己的所吸收的營養力量，
不停的行航自己的命運“侖”，路途也許很美麗及難堪，但是一路上有爸媽的陪伴，
媽媽永恆美麗的心，是天父親手栽種的心，蘊含天父深深的情，為我牽掛為我憂心的六道輪迴爸媽的三世苦母無量。我感謝他麼的操心，擔憂及慰問。
All those emotions emerged into "
ëgo buster", 破壞別人財物 to superiority is those smart students having evil intention to buster you are developing destructive communication patterns into ego booster which convey destructive communication pattern.
The climates and emotions that are demonstrating ego-defense mechanism. It entire ego 傲慢 with indulging itself self-destructive behavioral like authoritative demand form the people around them and differenting them from others as the best and most competent person.
All the while those smart person is under superiority is always conceal her feeling of inferiority, it boosting his weakness in lifting up his low-self esteem with regard of his social devaluation which trigger his feeling self-importance (self-importance).
品学兼优的學生思维有種性質是喜歡“自我超越”的性格，他的傲慢及
自我放縱的行為讓自己自我約束的壓力極重， 就像自己命令自己一定要達到自己的要求以及讓別人覺得您是可以辦事高明的人。倘若完美主意者是有意識要破壞別人的生意，他不停玩辦公室的政治為了要贏取老闆的歡心，而不停在背後重傷您的一切，那是他為了贏取及鞏固自己的地位及人權效益。他這樣做，是為了地位不保，導致他不停的虐待，性施虐狂者.
f a person is sadistic, it means that he or she derives gratification使满意；from punishing, harming, or abusing others.
We must discuss the term “gratification,” which isn’t the same as enjoyment or deriving actual pleasure. The gratification I’m referring to—the type narcissists seek—is called “narcissistic supply." This refers to attention and admiration from others which make the narcissist feel noticed and special. In some ways, narcissists aren't so different from young children whose emotional needs are not met and who desperately seek appreciation from others. Those who find themselves in close relationships with narcissists see the inconsistencies that others don't: How the narcissists appear on the surface day to day is in direct opposition to how they really feel inside. This is the paradox of narcissism. How can narcissists feel so bad about themselves but act like entitled kings and queens? To those around the individual, it doesn’t make any sense.
This distortion—acting superior but feeling inferior—is a central component of the disordered, narcissistic personality. A narcissist has two different selfs: their real self, and the self they wish they were. The narcissist’s real, true self is best conceptualized as a wounded child, whose emotional development was arrested due to emotional abuse or neglect by early caregivers.
這樣他不停要老師校長懲罰及鞭打學生，特別是有性施虐狂者， 想得到一種被別人自我約束的感覺及欲望。因為他們喜歡被傷害，是因為以前的老師也是這樣處罰才讓他們成大器及成材。所有他們很喜歡被虐待性的處罰，是因為想要得到精神的皮肉痛苦的痛楚，特別覺得爸爸這樣處罰我舉手三個鐘頭，才有今天的貴發校長的名譽與地位的學術資格及地位。
那是因為老師永遠被鞭打的小狗叫喊的很淒美，永遠得到老師的歡欣，因為老師覺得被鞭打的小狗永遠旺旺叫的說不敢犯了。覺得是一只聽話聽教的小狗狗。
老師永遠扮演著一位嚴厲的老師是為了學生的成績單及期望，他們的無形壓力及無明的期望，產生一種無明雄性激素給刺激老師與老師之間的互相產生的摩擦力及互相競爭，
好鬥、征服欲、控制欲和占有欲，如果不能獲得交配權，早期人類繁衍後代的功能就無以完成。
It was due to social comparative purpose, all those superiority maintain grandiosity不切实际的, or their sense of being larger than life, and second to repair perceived insults or emotional wound by retaliation against those they hold responsibility. This perspective devaluation of others, which may range from verbal insults to serial homicide, also serves to diminish envy , and emotion highlighted by Klein and recently explored by Berke.
The power of the will and the importance of self-control, both in the preservation and in the recovery of health, the depressing and even ruinous effect 毀滅性的 anger, discontent, selfishness, or impurity, and on the other hand, the marvelous life-giving power to be found in cheerfulness, unselfishness, gratitude, should also be shown (White, 1903, p. 197).
倘若您用一只小黃狗的來看一看您心中的骨頭，您是不會知道自己的自尊心與地位在社會的立足是如何來衡量。他們要照一照心中的價值是值多少錢？因為品学兼优的學生思维是喜歡得到老師及校長的贊揚。但是他們無法得到這種欲望被支配的不良的情緒及自我控制能力 － 因為一直責罵您的人格是自私自利，是因為我們的孽障不小心開罪與眾生，上帝也很生氣人類的邪惡，價值及人權名譽的地位。
因為人性的價值毀滅性的如個人修為及情緒管理如大海波涛汹涌的，天空狂风暴雨的的不同氣候變化
Allied with our finiteness is our sinfulness. In each person there is conflict with self, neighbors, the world and God. However, each human being is uniquely individualistic, selfish, and irresponsible. God through the plan of redemption has given each human worth and human dignity.
然而沒有一個人有放棄的權力？
上帝會牽著您的手， 但是路要自己走 ？
面對選中的時候，還是聽聽心境的角落？
有一天我會放手，因為路要自己走路 ？
失去方向的時候，記得燒香拜佛及臨時抱佛腳？
